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I remeber I was very very young
The first time it happened
First, the sky changed colors
Then, you held me by the hand
You told me
"At the end of the day
We are all gonna be dead",
Mentally and phisically"
You said,
"Mentally and physically
They will drain us all''
I never knew we didn't have options
Till I saw the bus going straight
Rushing to the no way sign
Getting lost and burn inside my head again
The long walks won't make an answer
The chains won't make an answer
I love how delicate
This feels against my skin
Forever a thorn, a sign of modesty
They don't know what I thought
And never will
Cause this torment ends now
This torment ends now
I love how delicate
This feels against my skin
Forever a thorn, a sign of modesty
They don't know what I thought
And never will
Cause their torment
It's assined as gain at birth
I'll endorse your lying
I endorse your lying
I endorsed for so long
I'll endorse your leaving now
Your fault for being here
Get enough or die
Enough for dying
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2. |
Virtual Bodies
04:54
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Erotic hollow
The state of desire
Plastic bottles
Empty as the scared liar
You tasted them all
Then you crawled
Right back for me
The mirror you searched for
The only one you know
No time for arrows
In no time you fell
It's on and it's on
The screen is bright
The motion is high
You can't say goodbye
To your fantasy brides
You can't touch or bite
You can't touch or buy
Just click it
It crawls inside of me
It calls inside for me
But you can't know
For life, I won't tell
That I can see you now
I found you know
I can see you now
If all was shown
Then I can see you now
And I can see you
Coming back to -
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3. |
Softcore Lullaby
04:22
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You love the haze
That trickles through your pores
When you feel the heat on my stare
You lose all the doors
Just know, I'm not your guest
I'm just here, playing easy to get
I'm not here enough
I always miss the tease
The tears, the teen years I've lost
To brim the wish of a corpse
On a whim to be somebody again
In the quiet moments, there are no words
The important things you say with your eyes
Make sure your eyes are eloquent, beautiful
You know I wasn't there, you know it wasn't true
But I just wanted a new taste to try
A new toxine in desguise
I made it myself, with no one's help
Toasting to my mistakes on top of a shelf
Checking the time, checking if I'm still alive
Because
I'm not here enough
I always miss the tease
The tears, the teen years I've lost
And never reclaimed
No more to say, no more to say
No more to say, no more
I resent being out, forcely left out
Come back whenever you want!
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Red, round, pointy lies,
You're so soft, you're so light
Such a dream to every guy
You're shy, you won't speak your mind
In so many pictures of you, I can't really tell
What am I supposed to do, I just rest my head
At the bottom of the sink
I wish I had murder you before
Those days came around, running down
You've never set feet on the ground
I wish I had murder you before
Those days came around, running down
Dive with me praying a rosary
I'll show this perfect body drown,
You're a saint, I'll dress in gown
And when the pressure gets into your ears
Just play like those divers in the sea
In this moment, I can't feel my skin
The greek snacks, the sour cherries
The big glasses you just can not bare
The white girl songs you would always carry
The striped shirts you would always wear
When I get fucked, they are thinking of you
I just don't know what to expect
Oh, the lies, oh, the soft lights
Oh, Allana, Allana, I'll put me on my knees
I wish I had murder you before
Those days came around, running down
You've never set feet on the ground
Dive with me praying a rosary
I'll show this perfect body drown,
You're a saint, I'll dress in gown
Again, again, again, again
And when the boredom
Fills our room with bees
I'll feign as this fantasy
I'm the smoke, I'm just courtesy
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Goodbye future, goodbye ends
They are going to pay for -
You know
Check the time
Look through the wall and dive
Set all the lights in
And pick a fabric to dye
Wetting two plants
They'll think ''keeping it together''
And won't even bother to call
Know this won't take time
Why would you need all this for?
You have two chances, they will watch
From the start till you end
You have an old friend in one side
You better hurry, dear, now
Through all of the times I've asked myself
If this is a conscious suicide
The only sure they've had to show
Was inside the driver's blindfolded eyes
And we dance
As if we were to be alive, but
I've been put sat here
To read the wrongs in our disguise
In the blue book they will align
These petty crimes
That made me blind,
And now I vow, and now I fight
We've been forced to numb the pain
We've been forced to love the pain
And I love the pain, I love the pain
I love the pain as much I love -
They didn't see the things I did
And they didn't ask what it was
These petty crimes
That made me blind,
And here I'm fine, and here I shine
We've been forced to numb the pain
I've been forced to leave in chains
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6. |
A Girl by the Shore
04:46
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You cry whenever it's better to lie in vain
All what I feel, it's all in my mind
You will preferably want
A moment alone in this hard time
It's easy being a view on the shore
I never go there, it's too far
The hiding spot where you've grown
Oh, the love
The warmth of the past
Three summers away
I do not know what it's real or a thought
and through your eyes, all I see it's me
Waiting for you to hear (6x)
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7. |
Myasma (feat. KafkaBoy)
04:57
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How can I make you see
That I can't live?
You destroyed it for now
Alone, I care for how long
I say, it's all ugly as it seems
My claustrobofic tendencies
A love hate love with the night
I just get rushed through everytime
I wouldn't get now
I wouldn't get much better than this
I wouldn't get much
I wouldn't get much better than this
I thought I had all planned
I'm failing at my mind's expense
It's a new dream, a new dream
For me to end, for me to dye
They say to me, hold tight and breathe
While I'm sickly mumbling on a street
"It's the past, it's not me"
But you still see it
While under your sheets
Don't you?
I wouldn't get now
I wouldn't get much better than this
I wouldn't get much
I wouldn't get much better than this
I lost all my wishes on a pond
That I went when I was young
I loudly asked I wasn't flawed
Then how come I'm in this walk?
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I guess I stood by the door
Mold, thigh highs, the curtain folds
Like a body was hidden inside
It was a sunday night
I saw the rain and the lights
Dancing like child
I see them getting inside
I feel them touching my side
Shades of beige, rough lines
Nuzzling through my mind
No more, no more
The mirror is looking kinda odd today
Right there, a few meters away
An abandoned park, a quiet place to stay
Nothing grows here, nothing comes near
Was I left here or did I choose this way?
And I listened all the words
I was desperate not to hear
It wasn't shocking,
It was the most ordinary sounds
You were able to make out of your mouth
I kept asking: am I in the wrong?
Am I the one spilling poison over the seeds?
I just know one thing, I need more than this
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